Being Julianne's Mom

Tomorrow I have to go back to work after being off for Thanksgiving break for a whole week, and I am NOT excited about it. It has been so nice being off with Julianne for a week. I really enjoy spending time ith her. She makes my heart happy... every time I look at her I am reminded how lucky I am. There are so many women out there who would give ANYTHING to get pregnant and have a family, yet they struggle for it, and it's not fair.
Julianne is everything to me - she is my world. Every time I look at her face, my heart warms and I get choked up. She is beyond anything I ever could have imagined I would have in my life. She's a lot of work, I won't deny that. But the rewards of being her mother are innumerable. She is SO smart! She understands everything I say to her, she loves to read books and look at pictures, she is strong, sweet, and independent. She is absolute perfection. I want more children so bad... I never intended Julianne to be an only child. She loves other kids and I know one day she will make a wonderful big sister. I find myself really hoping this thing works out with Pete so that the idea of more children isn't too terribly far off in the future. I understand the need to find the right person, because I certainly don't want to have kids with somone who doesn't want them or won't help take care of them. But is it wrong to hope that I have either found that person or that I find them soon? :-)