Heavy Heart

Tomorrow night Julianne is spending the night with her dad. This is the FIRST time she's spending the night away from me and only the second or third time anyone other than myself has put her to bed. My mom is the only OTHER person who has put her to bed.

I'll see her tomorrow at NOON when Joey brings her to school for me to say good-bye, and then I won't see her again till TUESDAY afternoon.

My stomach feels sick, my head feels full, my heart feels heavy.

I hate this.